I was lying on the sofa, falling asleep cause I'm really really sick. Then, my mum came home. I alr told her I was going to see the doctor ltr, when she called me five minutes ago. But she still asked me if I wanted to see the doctor and asked some fcking crap when she knew I had and wanted to see a doctor. And so I told her of course, I had to see a doctor. And then she asked me where I want to see a doctor and of course I'll go somewhere near, why would I go to Pasir Ris to see a fcking doctor and she kept asking me crap questions when she knew I couldnt breathe, then I said the Pioneer MRT doctor and she asked me why I want to see the doctor, wtf. She is asking so many questions. She alr knew that from yesterday, I was couldnt breathe and I was having a fever. And last night, I woke up thrice and coughed continuously in the toilet, I was going to have an asthma attack. I alr told her last night I couldnt breathe for like how many times and she still come ask me why I want see a doctor.

Then I said, nvm I dont want to see a doctor alr and she take my phone and call my aunt to complain about me. She say I always have mood swings and I'm mad, look who's talking. And she say I always throws tantrums, HOW WILL I NOT THROW TANTRUMS WHEN I CANNOT EVEN BREATHE AND YOU STILL ASK ME FUCKING CRAP QUESTIONS AND I STILL HAVE TO REPEAT MY ANSWERS

Then they both badmouthed me and I left the room, then after crying outside, I listened to their convo at the door, my mother still say she dunno whats wrong with me, then I opened the door and asked her why she badmouth me, she still dare deny you know, that shameless bitch, then she say there is no reason why she want to badmouth me and after that I repeated what I heard then she say of course I say that lah, you always throw tantrums! After that I call my cousin, I thought she was the last person in this whole world who could understand my situation but she didnt believe me, ok, I'm really sad and sick now, I dont know what to do and I havent finished my hw, if I wasnt a christian, I would've ended my life years ago, but now I find no meaning to live now and after my cousin sounded so sian when I called her, I started crying hard and I cant stop

You probably dont understand my situation and what the fuck I'm saying here, but if I could I want to die so that they will regret doing this to me