Anyways, at the end of the lesson, I dismissed these unhappy thoughts and ate lunch with Sharon and Jolene which made me forget unhappy things that happened. However aft school, I realised my ezlink card is with Imran and the bus was alr nearing Jp, wasted time travelling to and fro. I went back to class and collected my ws, then, I decided to stay there because I was tired from walking.

But aft that I consulted Jiaqi for homework because I was afraid I couldn't complete them. So I was doing my assignment and suddenly, I remembered the incident when Jiaqi said I looked like a fish. Then, he said Regine told him to comment on my looks and I was about to break down when Jiaxin asked if they think I'm the chioest in 3I, obviously not. And Jiaqi gave the disgusted face and then I felt really sad.

I don't expect him to say I'm chio but he was also not wrong because its a fact. So I quickly made my way home, I did not want to cry in front of them. How could I be affected by comments easily? I controlled my tears but by the time I reached the staircase, I was already crying hard like a loser. Then I called Therena. Thank You Therena, even though I'm angry with you sometimes, you're always there for me.

However, I'm more sad because of what Regine said.

 You're always looking for her. What about me? Who am I? So much for sparing a thought for you when I had more friends to go out with. Don't talk to me about this. Face-to-face confrontations don't work that well anymore. Anw, she's more interesting than me right? She has a charming brother (that's what you think) and she's more funny, and fun to go out with.

  Anyways, I've been having a fairly great time for the past week. I think this would be a very long post so if you get tired at any point of time, feel free to take a rest or leave ^^ I mean it, not sarcastic ohright << (I used this cause its dumb!!) I mean it because I wouldn't want your eyesight to worsen yah, what I kind soul I am! :>

  Ok, I'll get along with my post. First, I'll start off with time spent with my grandma. Ok, I learnt to cherish her more and I love her even more now! And and, I went to "Kidz Amaze"  Its a playground, for kids (obviously) and amazingly, I was intrigued by it and went in. Played and ran around like a mad dog in the area. Anyways, there were four slides

1. I tried this out the first and it was very winding, but what freaked me out the most was that it winded steeply, it isn't stretched out over a long distance. So after this, I totally didn't dare to try out the slide which spanned five storeys. Anyways, it was two storeys high, I think and because I wasn't prepared for such a thrilling ride, I was shocked, ZOMG :O

2. Tried this out second, I mustered all my courage and thought that I should try out all the slides since I paid sixteen dollars for this. So I went down that slide, (I prepared myself psychologically) and whoosh!! Ok, I slid down and amazingly, I was not dead yet(haha)

3. Third slide, more winding than the first and was nauseous after I came out of the slide

4. Always thought I could go back to the playground after this but end up I have to climb back up the slide, which was freaking tough cause I was wearing shorts and this slide was extra steep at the end (I bet they didn't want stupid kids to climb up the slide from below) but I did cause I think there was no other way out and my legs rubbed hard against the slide which hurt a lot because of friction. In the end I still got to the top :>

All in all, I was tired out after squirming through the small spaces and squeezing and climbing and sliding down and climbing up again. Anyways, there was this uncle who was really lame (==)t I was freaking unhappy and I yelled at him so what happened was there were 'cannons' where you could put foam balls inside to shoot at insect targets hanging down from the ceiling but this uncle insisted to aim and shoot my cousins in their faces.

Can you imagine an old man trying to bully and humiliate kids like this? My cousin was sad because he got hit in the face by balls. (Probably you wouldn't understand how insulting that was) so I screamed at him saying 'Oi Uncle, 你这样大了还做这种东西要不要我上去拿球来丢你?!' I said that because only the people using the cannons above could shoot and the one below couldn't shoot.

He looked damn childish went he pushed the balls into the cannons and aimed at my cousins cheekily. He even laughed out loud when he hit their faces. Please get a life dog, you have kids alr zz So after that bitch heard me he pretended he was fooling around with the balls only but didn't put them in the cannons to shoot, HAHA

Anyways see how ironic the situation is. Angela is playing in the playground like a mad dog VS Girls from my class playing pool at SAFRA which was kinda like socialising cause some guys went too, did I use that word wrongly? And I was reluctant to let my grandmother return to Malaysia (sad)

Today some old guys came to kajiao me again. Please get a life you dogs. I am not here to satisfy your sexual desire or pleasure AND definitely not interested in you. If you happen to have an urge to fuck someone, please make your way to Geylang because there would be women there who would willingly throw themselves upon you. Please do not traumatise girls because this will affect their lives adversely and it also leaves a shadow in their childhood.

I admit that I'm really afraid of guys now. Even though this did not happen for the first time, I get more and more afraid each time. I guess this is why I don't dare to make friends with guys. Everyone has guy friends or even a boyfriend but I do not feel the same. I don't feel comfortable around them and I feel like crying everytime they talk to me. I can almost feel my heart wrench and unknowingly, I will stare at them when they look at me.

Anyway if you old dogs out there want to have sex, I think fucking prostitutes would be a better idea or cut off your dick so you won't feel anything and please you're so old alr, stop thinking about sex lah, live your life in serenity, maybe grab your papers and read them instead of showing off your dick and masturbating in front of me and other girls, I'm really not interested in looking at you masturbating because you either masturbate at home or in front of your wife or any other person who is willing to see

And in any case you think I'm yakking here but don't have the courage to inform the police, I actually attempted to each time but failed due to various unlucky and stupid reasons. So control yourself dogs or vasectomise yourselves, tyvm

Oh yah and to those who always flirt with me, sorry but I'm not interested in you and I'm sure you got the message so stop bothering me. Why are these people bugging me all the time? And all these do not even equate to how freaky the abnormal stalker is, help. I don't wanna wake up at night and start crying again, I hope I won't get a nightmare tonight :< (please please)

Moving on to happy things which happened today

Anyways, YAY I GOT MY LIBRARY CARD. Paid all fines and registered again, hurray!! Today, Jiaxin, Yanning and me went on a treasure hunt. It was an adventurous journey and we had to overcome all the obstacles with a brave and courageous heart and in the end, we made it!! Ok, we were playing outside NLB The Frontier haha, so lame. Before that we were like PIs in the hospital and we did dumb things!! And I played Wii Tennis and Bowling and Jiaxin won me because I everybody distracted me!

Thank You Sharon for not holding it against me. I can't be there always like I did last time to encourage you everytime you cried and thanks, you were the one who egged me on to work hard and now I'm much more determined to do well, thank you!! :> 

WATCH THIS NOW and see how no life and dumb some Malaysians can be zz

Still named himself Bobby Gaga HAHAA

Anyway this guy is a joke, LOLL!!!! Jiaxin told me the link, she got it from Jiaqi

Its the CNY song SCs used, haha ^^

I must admit that I felt quite sad and disappointed when I walked to Jurong Point alone. I couldn't help but check my phone for a thousand times. But I'm not angry, it's true. We still can go out next time what. And I think Weini and Yanning are nice for asking me along to pool ^^ Felt touched <: